Tryin' to turn the world upside down

BOOM

2010-02-19T18:09:00.000-08:00

Eh what's up you guys, today is sat which means that we're going back to school
in 2 days time. i got a lot of ang paos for my Chinese new year, you might thinking that "what the hell is this? i'm not here to see you talking bout all those crap" but hey! Chinese new Year is totally crap except the ang pao parts. Many thing happened in this week, everything are so unreal, am i dreaming? Well forget bout it, So we're going to Claindy's open house tonight, still believing of miracle? yeah, so let's hope that something different will happen on us tonight, Ciau :)

A new start for my blog?

2010-02-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

what's the date for today? 04/02/2010 and yes i guess this is the new start of my life. I've been drowning in the water for agess and i'm sick of it. To my haters, well i apologize for everything, everything seems to be different for me, never ask for forgiveness from you guys cause i dont need you. But still, I wish all of you could receive the blessing from me. Okay enough of this shit. So i guess this is all for today.

God bless you all

Firefly

2010-01-01T19:07:00.000-08:00

Hey there! We're not ready yet!

Oh lala :D

Drunk

Ho Ho Ho

2009-12-25T05:57:00.001-08:00

Im finally back,guess what. i didnt sleep last night until today 6am. We went to bukit padang like 5. Christmas, No miracle. But still i explored another lifestyle while you guys were having a lovely warm dinner. Feel so relax and forget bout everythin during the time when i'm not home. And now, im here sitting infront... of my bloody comp again. Feeling empty again. Wish i could go out with them again, Maybe new year eve?might going out again:D No miracle happened during christmas. Anyway, happy bloody fucking christmas

2009-12-20T21:10:00.000-08:00

Okay guys, really nervous of this. Hope that it doesn't hurt your ears ;D

Oh my god i was wrong!

2009-12-18T06:42:00.001-08:00

Man what's wrong with me? i was shocked after saw her picture,
it's really really hurt. damn! take a deep breath, one two one two!
do not ever fool me again god

HAHAHAHA WAY TOO HYPER

2009-12-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

OH YEAH! i never knew that i can be over this that fast, it just
take me 5 seconds to forget 'bout her, thanks to my beloved uri. I'm
so happy and hyper right now, this is what she cant give me and will
never give me. OH my GOD! Uri you're the only 1 who makes me feel this way
and believe me there's no 1 can turn me on by this way. you're the best present
for my Christmas! You told me that you're coming back on 5th of January? prepare to die i'll vegi you like hell. Oh yeah you won't have the chance to screw me cause i'm the one who gonna do that hahahahaha just kidding. Okay i'm really happy, thanks to my beloved uri(p/s it's not what are you thinking, i love him as my friend but more than lover, get me? i think nah there's no one can understand of this except us) hahahahahaha

HYPER!

i'm such a terrible mess

2009-12-17T01:29:00.000-08:00

At first i didn't want to write these things on my blog, i don't want
her to feel guilty or sorry for me but then. i'm really
lost, lost my way. During the day when she broke with me, i was really so sad.
everything seems to be meaningless, i'm DEAD. When i got on the plane, i'm really
so tired and have no idea how did i fall asleep. I had a lot of nightmares, they're
pulling me down. When the plane landed on china, i don't know why did it played the song, kiss the rain. It reminds me of her. i tried so hard to forget about her but
when i heard of the song, tears were just rolling down and i know i can't just let
her go. And so i decided to get her back, during those days in china are just hell for me. I did those stupid stuff like stop eating, force myself not to pick the easy way, nightmares keep on haunting me once i close my eyes. I keep on praying and praying, believe god with all my heart and i can tell you i didn't really talk with anyone during the day in china, and of cause now. Nobody cares 'bout me. that's what i really know. When i got back here. I'm really confused, i don't know what to do and why did god show me the message? i saw something in her facebook, she said she's regret for the break up. she hope we can be together? what the hell i was so happy after i saw this. I wrote something on her wall, asking that can we be together again. The first day, she didn't online, okay never mind. the second day, i woke up at 12am 2am 3am and 6am just to check on the facebook. Still, there's notthing until now. i keep on viewing her wall and suddenly she online but then she ignored of the thing i wrote on her wall, if she doesn't want? why can't she just tell me let my heart die?. Why? God? Why did you give me hope when you know that it'll just make me suffer more. And now you're taking it away, just like someone push me off from the cliff. I WANT TO BELIEVE IN YOU BUT YOU RUIN IT ALL? WHY GOD? YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT BUT WHY DID YOU GIVE ME THE ILLUSION? And now i'm still waiting for the answer. I can't believe and i never want to believe that there're these typed of person, which we used to call heartless. I was hurt by her so deeply, what did i get when i put all my heart on someone that doesn't love me? Why can't you just tell me if you don't want? you're making me suffer! Nobody even care about me, including my so called 'BEST FRIEND'

I'M LOST

Awful

2009-12-05T02:51:00.000-08:00

Okay i have no idea why am i so pissed today, and that's
why i'm sitting here trying to figure out what's wrong with me.
Maybe i'm just too tired? no i've been sleeping the whole since
there's nothing to do, hungry? Naw i ate a lot today. Let me guess,
it's because of travel? i think so? Missing someone too much causes
that? i think it's the main problem. Oh fine let's just talk about
other stuff. what did i do today? kay there's nothing much about today,
woke up in the afternoon, had my lunch and spend like 3 hours with ma
books. After that, puppy my turtle in the garden. Yeah that's all? bored?
agree? i Know you do.

GET THE FREAK OUT OF ME! :D

Touch MY Hand

2009-12-05T02:48:00.000-08:00

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hands
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Lol? i'm back?

2009-12-01T22:08:00.000-08:00

Lately i haven't been updating my blog is just because that i'm LAZY, yeah i've stopped blogging for about 2 months, I have no idea what to blog. Anyway, i'm leaving on next monday. Going to C.H.I.N.A which is full of 'longkang taufu'. Believe me, you will never wish see it, it's something like a crap boil in a longkang oil and covered by the smell from hell. I have no idea why the hell they say it's tasty? More like having a dog's poop with kitchup. Okay people, you gonna miss me badly! just that don't cry when i'm gone :D

I guess that's all for today

I♥Y Laura as Always

I am so lazy to update my BLOG

2009-11-30T01:59:00.001-08:00

laura...

2009-11-06T18:34:00.001-08:00

can you let me promise you that never ever do that again?..

God...

2009-11-06T18:33:00.001-08:00

I’m really weak, waited for the answer so long, don’t have

the mood to eat, so my stomach is kinda pain now, can’t

sleep well, wake up at the midnight and the pain came back

and drag me down. Hope.. It’s the answer that i want, i want

to be with you and i love you laura..

World biggest worst bastard is here

2009-11-06T18:32:00.000-08:00

What happened to me? idiot kenn, I just being stupid,

get affected by jealousy and then say those words that

hurt her. I’m sorry, i didn’t mean it. if i do mean it, i won’t

suffer right now. I just want to get you back, you’re the

girl that makes me happy. Thanks to my stupid brain that hurt

you. i’m sorry laura.. i really really didn’t mean it. And now i’m

waiting for your answer, i hope, i wish, i beg it’s the answer that

i want.. i want you laura. I was blown away

What could I say It all seemed to make sence.

Your takin away everything

And I can’t do without.

I try to see the good in life.

The good things in life are hard to find.

part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killin me

But your the only one

It’s not over.

I can only see that i’m nothing without you…..

For Laura ;)

2009-10-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

I don't know but
I think i maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe i should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til i
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As i'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh i just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think i'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now i just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh i'm fallin' for you

Leaving here on 1.30! people! do miss me and Laura Love You Girl;D

2009-10-27T17:48:00.000-07:00

Aw i will never forget what had happened on 27th of October

2009-10-27T02:56:00.000-07:00

HORRA exam is OVER! Okay skip all the crap cause i
just wanna write about her;D Went for movie with her
in the afternoon and haha! I'm so happy that she accepted
me as her boyfriend, Okay she doesn't want me to write
about what did we do in the cinema so yeah keep it for me
and Laura;D You gave me something to live for, you gave me
you Laura;D i'll really show a big smile on my face when
i think about the love, And i listen to how my heart start
pounded when you look at me, I'm happy to be with you;D

I love you Laura ;D

We eat pork but why don't pig eat us? inspiration?ha! << genius kenn;D

2009-10-26T05:08:00.001-07:00

Lalalala~

2009-10-25T03:47:00.001-07:00

When will this ever change? when will this ever end?
i'm trying to be happy but well seems like they don't
let me, i have no idea how can i stand this for almost
15 years but still i have no choice, God let them to
be my family. I'm not trying to blame god or what but
why everything is going to the bad way but never the good
way? My sisters? they're just bullshit, lamest ever sisters.
I have always seal my mouth at home is just because i
really don't have the heart to talk with them, i feel so
stress to see them. Everyone of them, family is those who
always support you at your back? biggest lame shit for me,
yea i know my father and mother are good to me but in a
wrong way, not in a wrong way, maybe i deserve to be or what
i don't know and i have no idea when will this ever end. Cheer
up dude(i am) but i'm not sure will they drag me back to there
again. Always facing the dark side by myself i know some of you
might say i'm wrong or what. i know i have no right to write this
but look, if you're me, you will know how do i feel. I feel
very very stress to see them, this is the biggest shit ever
in my blog but hey i feel better after say it out.

Lol life? well let it be i don't care ;D

Africa by Andy Mckee, owning

2009-10-25T03:33:00.000-07:00

aruaL (; uoy evol i!!!!

2009-10-24T22:17:00.000-07:00

Hey guys haven't been updating blog lately because
someone was desperate of me and won't let me go
to bed unless she's tired ;D haha well this prove that
you're my sapo.Well we talked a lot on the phone and
it's quite fun and relax, but my girl didn't talk that often.
So i must always think for a topic to chat or else she will
get mad haha;D I was really dazzle by her during that time,
she's cute and charming, and i have killed by her smiling face;D
Anyway, we're going to climb to the top of world on this coming
wednesday;D horra! Okay i think better get study right now

That's all for today

Te quiero Laura;D

Finnaly it was solved

2009-10-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

Today Miah text me, at first he sounded really rude but then
at last he finally seem be to understand. So i did chat with him and try
to comfort him by all my strength. He's really so pity, i wanted to help
him but i don't know how to. Well all i can do is just comfort you by words
and pray for you. Hope that you'll get out of it as soon as possible. Honestly,
i'll gonna miss you badly after you have left us Uri. Okay you and your little
brother are the same typed of people. Always fart at the wrong time;D Lovi
ha you're going to jealous cause Our Apek Uri send me back to home today by
his father's car! ha! and when we're on the way to my home. Guess what?!?!
there are 3 policemen which just at the opposite of us;D haha! so uri have to
stand up just to act he's tall enough to drive the car?haha what the heck am i
talking about? Do you guys get it? okay i'll try to explain it as simple as i can, what
i mean was, Uri is too TALL enough to drive a car so he has to yeah believe that
you catch what i mean. And to Laura, i really miss you badly and wishing that
i could see you;(

That's all for today

I love you Laura;D

Maybe to you guys it's nothing, but it means a lot for me, goodjob dude god bless you;D

2009-10-23T05:21:00.001-07:00

listen, Anybody ever had a broken heart but me
they told me love was blind and i promise that i couldn't see
so now i'm lying on my floor watching ceiling fans go 'round
i got a suitcase packed by the door cause i'm leaving town

i'm trading my broken heart for my one way ticket to memphis
my broken dreams for the keys to the life of my own
i'm trading my broken heart for my one way ticket to memphis
i wanna know if you're gonna come along
oh to memphis, ohh, oh to memphis, ohhh

break it down, anybody ever have to cry yourself to sleep at night
you're just a praying and a wishing that someone'll hold you tight
with nothing but a dream and the clothes that are on your back
it's like you're always on the right train, never ever on the right track, think about it

i'm trading my broken heart for my one way ticket to memphis
my broken dreams for the keys to the life of my own
i'm trading my broken heart for my one way ticket to memphis but lord i wanna know
i wanna know if you're gonna come along

oh to memphis, ohh, oh to memphis, ohhh
oh to memphis, ohh, oh to memphis, ohhh

break it down for me
oh to memphis

Addicted to this song;D

For Laura ;)

2009-10-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

Ly laura;D

beautiful, isn't it?

2009-10-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

Holy shhhhhhhhhh!!!!

2009-10-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

It's your hat Uri and i love it so so much;D

Today is the most ridiculous day that i ever had!
Ha! Went to sutera on 2.00! Aw man they weren't there
so i have to spend all the time on the newspaper in
chartroom, and suddenly there's 3 blond came in and
why the hell are you 3 keep staring at me? lolx fine
continue on my newspaper and take a nap.
Ten minutes later, Uri came so we went down stair and
at the same time yin, adren and melvin were arrived. And whoah
man! Ren gang were also there haha! Dived into the water and woo!
feel refreshing! and aw so sad artcules's nose was bleeding ;( Well
we didn't saw adren's ghost move . We were all hyper during that time!
We ride on each other and started the fight! hahaha alex
and i was the best team! And uri! how dare you to do it again? didn't i
told you that it's painful? Well we dived by the most stylish move
(10 out of 10 for kenn am i amazing or what!) hahaha, okay next,
we went to restaurant to have our food. Adren you're really good
at making people embarrassed, didn't you know that you always
make us speechless? haha anyway i have to admit that you're funny
though;D When i was on the way back home, my girl texted me and
so i replied her@_@ haha laura maybe you'll say what the hell
that's all about me?haha sorry about that cause i didn't saw you at all though
but anyway;D i love you laura

I guess that's all for today
PEACE OUT!(uri's style)

THIS IS SO CUTE!

2009-10-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

God? Are you trying to fool me?

2009-10-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

what is going ON?
Cant you just tell me what happened?
didn't you know that i'll be so depress after i saw
those words? Well, i'll always right there with
you no matter what happens okay? i had already
promise you and i'll never break it. Just tell
me if i did something that you don't like. I don't
wish to see the one i love feel sad, where's my laura that always
show a big smile on her face? I never betrayed you and I'LL NEVER
BETRAY YOU. Tell me what's the problem i can fix it for you,
just give me a chance so that i can make you happy again, i want
you to be happy. I w.a.n.t t.o b.e w.i.t.h y.o.u
L.A.U.R.A If i did something that make you sad, i'm really
sorry about it and i didn't meant it. Laura you're my everything
and i just don't want to loss you..

I love you Laura

Well, sometimes love doesn't turn out the way you want it to.. ;D learn it from Fur tv

2009-10-20T04:34:00.000-07:00

I feel like puke after i watch it

2009-10-20T03:50:00.001-07:00

BBBBOOOOOOORRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-10-19T23:27:00.000-07:00

It's time to blog again;D Well i'm doing this

is because i'm bored! Yeah just like what i said,

I'm bored! when will the exam ever end? come on

don't think about it . Am i talking to myself?oh yes i am!

From that you can know how bored am i, is it fun to

talk with myself? Naw no! but what can i do beside that?

Okay i have no idea! So how are you kenn? As in what? health?

mood? Why don't you go and find it out by yourself, Sounds good huh sniffling

hard for the whole day? Yes i got Common Flu and it's freaking annoying!

how's my mood? i feel nothing beside than BORED! My girl's phone was

ran out of credit so i can't text with her D: Aw never mind, i believe that

there's a lot of thing to do on tomorrow.. Uri you better don't try me , if you do

break our appointment. Then i'm sorry that you have to pee by your Ohlala nose in

the future ;D

I guess that's all for today

love ya girl ;)

You're really an angel to me ;D

2009-10-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

hmm , okay . I prefer seeing you in a good mood with blushed cheeks and a big smile than you in a bad mood with a brain that is full of stress

after i saw it i was like ha! I don't give a damn about others thing;D
she's like forcing me smile and guess what? it works!

Thanks laura ;D

I love you Laura

I gotta feeling;D

2009-10-19T05:23:00.000-07:00

Gosh

2009-10-19T04:59:00.000-07:00

Okay i have no bloody idea why i'm so upset right now.
Don't have much thing to blog about today, i really need
someone to talk with me right now. feel so argh i'm not
suppose to say this , But well i feel lonely. I'm not the only
1 who thinks of this but yeah everyone has their own
stuff to worry about. Look, i'm not trying to mention about
anything but just to express what i feel through my blog and
it will makes me feel better. I'm not sure what am i talking about,
you guys can just pretend that you never saw this post before
cause i'm just trying to release my stress. I just know that
i'll be worse without her.

Believe that life will getting better and better
That's all for today

I shouldn't do that@_@

2009-10-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

Well i did something stupid today. And i felt kinda regret

about it xD haha let's get start from the beginning. Woke up in the morning,

went to church. After that, dad fetch me to city mall on 11.45

to have my guitar lesson. My guitar teacher taught me

canon in d, it's freaking hard to play but i like it;D When i was walking out from the room,

i saw guitar strings sold in the cupboard and suddenly i felt like bought it down.

Unfortunately, i have no enough money and so my dad

have to pay it for me wahahaha;D Okay, i have never try to change

the guitar strings by myself so i felt kinda excited about it haha. Get

in the car and back to my house. took some tools from store-room and started to work on

it. What the heck man i took almost 3 hours on it but guess what?! i cant even change

a single string which make me so pissed! So i Give up and find my girl;D There's

someone invited me to sutera cause she(laura)is going there with her friends, And

argh!! Sorry i can't make it cause i have to study ): So yeah i stayed in home

and spend some times with Azrael! the king of terrors(i hate you book)but still,

i can't focus on it so i open my comp and try to use it in professional way haha;D

Conclusion: I spoiled my guitar haha ;D and missed the chance to meet with laura :(

That's all for today

I Love you Laura ;D

Laura is gorgeous ;D

2009-10-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah today i'm so happy, it's because of her
haha. She always cheer me up and makes me love her
more and more. Well let's see what did i do today,
woke up early in the morning, took a bath. After that,
went out for breakfast, back to home and took a
BIG NAP until 2.00pm. And then joined with Uri
in Sutera. Haha well, we are having lot of fun in the pool and
darn you Uri. You know what am i talking about, how dare
you to do that to me it's freaking pain asshole and you gonna
pay for it!! And there's someone wants to open the door when
i was taking shower but i don't know who is it(you bastard!!
Didn't you have your own balls to look at ?:0) Guess what! we
saw daniel penis dating with her girl at the restaurant ;D
I went off at 5.00 and heading towards my grandma's house.
It is bored to go her house but still, i have no choice.
Luckily i have my (future)girl to chat with and woah
she has been hyper for 4 or 3 days i think;D okay it's
kinda weird but i like it. I love you girl :D

that's all for today :)

My lovely cute charming crazy amazing graceful fantastic marvelous sweet angel ;D

2009-10-16T05:41:00.000-07:00

I'll be faint under her smile ;D
[ my future girlfriend (: ]

Haha! guess what?! I saw my angel at canteen today;D
Well it's beyond doubt that i really love her very much haha,
look at her will increase my heartbeat a bloody lot! Haha
my mind was totally blank at that time, her smile stole
all my thought away! I didn't even realize that my girl went off when
i was trying to get my spirit back to my body xD Well poor Uri, haha
i know you've been missing me a quite long time. Oh boy
you're so pity, I'm pretty sure that there's no sign of joy on your face
when I'm not around with you ;D And girl don't forget about my something
sweet as in sweet but not that kind of sweet but the another kind of sweet that
sweet enough to kill me ;D get it?haha

2009-10-15T23:41:00.000-07:00

Dead star shine

Light up the sky

I'm all out of breath

My walls are closing in

Days go by

Give me a sign

Come back to the end

The shepherd of the damned

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost

No longer the same

And I can see you starting to break

I'll keep you alive

If you show me the way

Forever - and ever

the scars will remain

I'm falling apart

Leave me here forever in the dark

Daylight dies

Blackout the sky

Does anyone care?

Is anybody there?

Take this life

Empty inside

I'm already dead

I'll rise to fall again

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost

No longer the same

And I can see you starting to break

I'll keep you alive

If you show me the way

Forever - and ever

the scars will remain

I'm falling apart

Leave me here forever in the dark

God help me I've come undone

Out of the light of the sun

God help me I've come undone

Out of the light of the sun

Ha......

2009-10-15T23:36:00.001-07:00

Get the Butt out!

2009-10-15T04:22:00.000-07:00

Oh man I am really facing a lot of bloody stress
these few days. Holy crap is there any ways
and means to get it's butt out? BAHAHA i know
there's a way to get it out but i can't do it right now
cause it will causes me fail in my exam if i do it;D
SO, YEAH BABE I'M STILL WAITING FOR YOU
i wanna be a wild freaking crazy animal after exam!!!!!
Well i think there's 2 person which i can release
all the stress on them. Yeah it's you 2 Laura and Uri
And there you are horny bastard Yap haha, can't you
like stop being horny until exam is over?haha

That's all for today ;D

DARN IT ;(

2009-10-14T04:28:00.001-07:00

My lovelay guitars

GREAT TODAY IS A GOOD DAY GREAT
I've been waiting for it for
whole day but guess what ha! he cant
make it and i went sgc there alone.
This is not the worst, well I'm the
only 1 who uses the pool during that time
and suddenly it started to rain. I have no
choice but to get my butt up and take
a cold shower. Luckily that i text her
and at last i feel better, girl i
appreciate for that;D Well, giu this is
the first time that i chat with you and
i never know that it's so fun to chat with
you. After all, I finished my chi hist and
hope that i can get good result. And to the
girl, I'm looking forward of your decision.
And i love you

That's all for today

Angel to you, Devil to me ;D

2009-10-13T22:51:00.001-07:00

What the heck @@

2009-10-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

Er so, today is not a good day for me. I'm
facing so many stress and didn't saw her at
all which make me kinda unhappy. My brain
was mixed up with love and stress that cause
me confuse@@(but the love side won ;D)
Anyway, what's the problem with you Jeremiah?
should we talk? Hey boy do you think she
will like you by that attitude? Hell ya never.
Think it by yourself, you're a smart boy. And i
never seduce her to break with you but ask
her to give you another chance, well if you don't
believe me, you can ask Lovi about that. Poor boy,
it's time to wake up. Don't be so childish. By the way
we're having Chi Hist on the day after tomorrow,
Hope i can handle it. God bless me and all the people
(thanks)

That's all for today

All i need it you ;D

2009-10-12T06:01:00.001-07:00

You're scared, it shows
Been there, you're not prepared to be
In love with me
So soon cause you've been through enough to have
Something hold you back

We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you

They say don't waste your time
They're obviously blind
So let's forget the words
The thoughts they put into your head
Don't give up just yet

We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you
We don't need the world right now
We've got time to work it out
Hold on tight, I'll hold on too
Cause all I need is..

Baby, maybe we should start somewhere
(Gotta start somewhere)
Baby, let me in your heart
Before it falls apart

We don't need to go too far
Let's hold on to who we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you
We don't need the world right now
We've got time to work it out
Hold on tight, I'll hold on too
Cause all I need is you

Laura

2009-10-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

Well girl, i did keep the promise right?didn't i?haha
Okay i'm really super hyper yesterday, you're
the one who makes me so crazy about. I'm so happy
when you told me that a big part of heart already
belongs to me, Ha! But still, It's not enough for me
cause i want it all(am i greedy ;D?) Okay I'll wait
for your answer. I hope it's what I've been waiting
for;D It's really good to hear your voice, it sounds
so sweet!

That's all(for Laura)

It's the another good day;D

2009-10-09T03:58:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I have went to sutera with Uri just now.
Well, it's so fun ;Dfirst we swim at the pool and woah
guess what, Uri's six pack was replaced by a big round
stomach. Someone's like doing all those boring stuff
while i'm having a lot of fun with Uri;D(seriously i want
to spend more time with you and i mean it)
Thanks for someone that is so mean makes his own little
lovely cute and charming brother get pissed. And so i
didn't saw him appear in his room today(what the heck!)
Anyway, i miss you a lot girl ;D

That's all for today

Got'cha ;D

2009-10-08T04:25:00.000-07:00

Haha! Today is the first day that i went to Uri's house,
it's really fun that playing with his little brother. He
really turn me on man(I'm sorry that i forget what's
your name) Well, everything is fine. I do miss her
.. A .. LOT .. i wanna get you girl ;D Uri why did you
shout at the guy? what's wrong with you, he didn't do
anything that pissed you off right?did he? Anyway,
do i really look like foreigner after i take off my spec?
Even Uri's kakak thought that i'm mixed blood. This
is cool man haha. I wish i could spend more time with
you Uri, you're just like my brother from another mother
;D God bless you all

That's all for today

I'm tired @@ Yawn

2009-10-07T01:52:00.000-07:00

Love can be drug or candy;D

Well, i just wake up and i have nothing to do so
I'm here to blog again. Oh my gosh my mind
is totally full of her, there's no empty space for
other things to come in@@ We were having
our BM exam today, people say that it's hard
but i don't think so(cause i can't even understand
what is it). My mouth is full with peanut butter
and jam now and it's nice ;D yum i want some more.
We're going to Uri's house oh yeah, I'm going to blow
off your rooftop xD Okay look, honestly I'm going
to write all about her if I don't control myself(Oh boy
this is like drug to me) and please, can you stop
annoying me while i was trying to concentrated
on my book? You know who i am talking about dude, it's
you devil Uri ;D

That's all

Is this a good thing or bad thing for me?

2009-10-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

Well, honestly i don't know why the feel coming back
again. I really miss her so much although we're just friend.
It's like drug for me, after i taste it and I'll want more=.=
Is it a good thing or a bad thing for me to fall in love with
someone so easily? @@

Am i dreaming? This is so not real

2009-10-05T17:07:00.000-07:00

Girl i think I've already fall for you. Your smile make my day
and i want more and more. God thanks for helping me in
everything. By the way exam is coming, everyone have
to study hard. Uri i didn't mean ignore you, there's something
wrong with my handphone.

I was talking phone with Lovi last night and it's fun haha.
I'm going to yin's house later, hope this time i can really
focus on my book ;D

At last, i wish everyone can get a good result
And God bless;D(including you antidog although I don't
really like you)

It's a new day ;D

2009-10-05T02:37:00.000-07:00

Haha i'm so hyper right now cause tomorrow is holiday!
Well Laura, i'm really get shocked when you tell me that
you're in love with somebody(Man seriously you're lucky)
By the way, Heidi? Why you were in a state of shock
when i passing through your class. Am i look like a monster
to you?=.=

Anyway, Chloe i think Bong really does need some love from
you. You know, i feel that he really feel sad and worry of
you. Obviously you treat him so cold, aren't you suppose to
make your boyfriend happy? Well, if there's any problem
happen between you two. Talk with each other, can you
promise me that?

Lovi and Monkey, Sorry that i gave you 2 the cold look
just now. My mood isn't good that time, i felt really very
sorry about it. Can you 2 forgive me?

AQ, even though i never talk with you before. I still wanna
say it to you. Congratulation birthday boy, seems like you got
her heart back, I'm happy for you boy;D

And to Uri, don't ever gay with yin anymore okay? It's so
disgusting man and i'm serious. Dude yuck man, you two
really disgust me A LOT. Uri, i beg you don't smile
with youself in front of me cause you look like the clown
in the movie. ;p I have never seen an ass that big(whoa)
I'm sure that you guys know who am i talking about ;D

That's all for today
(Life's getting better and better)

Freaking day ;D

2009-10-04T05:37:00.000-07:00

i know it's nice;D

Aha! guess what, we're having art exam today. Haha Uri please
don't jealous of me cause i know u can't draw well like me(and it's true)
Well, Chloe u ask me not to call you pig. Sorry about that cause i won't
stop calling you pig(cause you're really a pig). By the way, SY although i know
that you wont view my blog but i still wanna say it. Hey buddy don't worry
about Lovi and us(me and Uri). I know you're jealous of us being close with
Lovi, Hey man it's really nothing so don't think too much, trust the 1 you love
okay?

In the other hand, I'm regret that i don't have the guts to talk with your
father(Uri) just now. You know, i always wish that i could be one of the friend of your
father. Seriously Uri you have to help me;D Well to Laura, Why don't you text
me but find me in msn? Actually you can just text me and hell yea I'm pretty sure
that I'll reply you and you can get a lot of information of the jerk(our Uri ;D) from
me.

Last, i want to show you guys something.

It's a little like wrestling a gorilla. You don't quit when you're tired
you quit when the gorilla is tired.

By Robert Strauss (and i love it ;D)

That's all for today

You never know a chicken can fly someday;D

2009-10-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

Haha i never know that i can get over her that fast.(giggle)
Well there's a lot of things happened today;D First, i want to
say something to you Yin. Yeah, you know what i mean. Do
you know that the messages between you and Uri are so
DISGUSTING. Actually you can point out that Uri is the one
who chatting with you but you didn't do that, is there any explanation
for it? Or it is because that you WANT to flirt with him?Oh well,
never mind it's none of my concern;D

Guys, you make me cant study this afternoon(especially Uri)
You're really freaking me out haha but in the other way i like it;D
And to Lovi, Chloe and Chloe's friend(sorry that i don't know what's your name)
Didn't i tell you that not to run?and yes i did. Don't you know that you look
like a Pig that's fleshy when you're running?(Chloe) Haha i didn't mean it girl,
take it easy.

Whoa today is the first time that i drink white-wine(mm mm nice =]).
I'm drunk even though i just try 1 glass, and maybe I'm addicted to it.
Muahahaha, Seriously my mood is getting better and better(I'm glad for it)
And that's all for today ;D

I'm happy;D

2009-10-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

Whoa guys. i really surprise that you guys viewed my
profile. Well the person who name chloe. Please, do you
know that you're perasan? Haha. I'm lucky that to have you
as my friend. Do you know that you make me forget about her?

Okay I'm really happy now(Don't ask me the reason
cause i have no idea) Okay, about that Kayne West. I'm
agree with Uri. He's totally a jerk, did he really think that
he's the best? Well, unfortunately to tell you that you're not.

Haha, we're going to Lovi's house tomorrow. Seriously i have
study hard. There's a lot of books are waiting for me to read
them. But then i still hanging in front of my computer. Haha ;D

Argh

2009-10-01T23:45:00.001-07:00

Damn it. I hate myself, why cant i just let her go?
whenever i saw her my heart will feels like crashing by
thousand of elephant.

Hell i can be gentle infront of you but not here cause
I'm gonna express all my feeling here. I don't care
what will you guys say behind of me. I JUST WANT TO END
IT, I HAD ENOUGH OF IT. It's so wrong m*th*r f*c*er.

Fine, time to cool down. Let's change the topic. Well i admit
that i addict of blogging. It's so fun and can release all the
stress inside of me. Coolio;D

Lovi

2009-10-01T22:43:00.001-07:00

Can you two stop flirting in front of me?;D
Cause you two are totally freaking me out
and truly speaking, frankly I'm jealous of
you two.

But it doesn't matter cause i believed that
someone will opens another door for me. All
i have to do now is just concentrate on UEC
PMR and UEC mock. ;D

Swimming

2009-10-01T22:19:00.000-07:00

oh yea i have improved a lot in swimming.
Thanks for my coach and his name is DANIEL(J jert)
haha. Well i have been drowning in the water for the
first and second days but haha! You never know
a chicken can fly someday.

New to blogging

2009-10-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

Well my name is Kenn and I'm fifteen.
Thanks to Uri and Lovi (buddies)
I know I'm not suppose to say thanks to them
but they force me to ;D (just kidding)
I'm waiting for the day that i can truly forget
about HER ! I just don't get it why some of the
girls are so ... argh

I know she did something bad in the past but
i choose to trust her. But, What have i got now
It's meaningless and worthless.
I should have trust what my friends told me about her
but I choose to trust her cause I'm in love with her.
Fine don't care about it, enough of this crap.

This is the first time that I'm blogging but i wrote
all This crap just to express my feelings.